Monday, November 16, 2009 ' 6:33 AM
TAXI
Everytime you loosen our entwined hands,
I tried to hold onto the warmth,
Everytime I think I'll be able to meet you,
My heart dyes with a beautiful shade
Even your voice, even those fragile shoulders,
Even your eyes are not mine,
No matter how much I am by your side,
My feelings won't come true unless I destroy your future,
One moment's dream; I love you to the extent that it hurts,
While tonight is starting to end
I want to embrace you; I want to embrace you tightly,
Yet you are not mine; my broken heart,
I want to embrace you but I cannot,
I want you to the degree that it's overflowing, that it's melting,
Without even being able to stop the taxi and make a promise
Your hands
My feelings won't come true unless I destroy your future,
One moment's dream; I love you to the extent that it hurts,
While tonight is starting to end
haha.. another one..^^,
tohoshinki fighting! ^^
' 6:26 AM
Wasurenaide
Please Don't Forget
Jaejoong a.k.a my wifey!
I sit on my bed
I think of you
If only I could see you
I want to see you
Just this feeling, it's enough
Stronger~~
This dredge of memory grows
A short message from you
Tightens my chest a little but
your eternal happiness
I want to continue to protect
I want to become the wind
and envelop you in my arms
The world you're in
I want to fly right now
I just want to see you
I will always wait for you
because I just can't forget you
Often on this road
Your shadow
I could feel it
I close my eyes quietly and pray
As if that way you won't dissapear
Deep~
This wounds
Even it hurts
I can still smile to you
That's forever important
Though outcrying continues
To be my common way to speak
I want to become the wind
and envelop you in my arms
The world you're in
I want to fly right now
I just want to see you
I will always wait for you
because I just can't forget you
The night that I felt you
was already broken
With your scent around me
become stronger
Baby~
As always
I never want this to end
and I'd hold your hands tighter
As if that way you wouldn't leave
I want to become the wind
and envelop you in my arms
The world you're in
I want to fly right now
I just want to see you
I'll be waiting for you
I want to become the wind
and envelop you in my arms
The world you're in
I want to fly right now
I just want to see you
I will always wait for you
because I just can't forget you
I'll always be here
I won't forget you....
uwee~~ bongga.. i looooooove it..
galing tlga ng wiiiifey ko.. ^^
' 6:25 AM
Toki wo Tomete
Please Stop Time
Like they are hurrying away, the summer’s constellations
Lean between the buildings and hide away
The days that pass us by
Sometimes, even little tiny things make me want to cry
That store that you said you wanted to go to so long ago
It’s already gone now, but
Every day, the two of us
We believed that our love would never end
I want to stop time, and stay next to you forever
I want to hold you even more
While remembering every single thing about you
I had faith in only forever
I want to stop time, and stay next to you forever
I look up at the sky, and wish with all my heart
One by one, I link together the glistening starts
And I ended up looking for the shape of you
I want to stop time, and stay next to you forever
I want to hold you even more
While remembering every single thing about you
I had faith in only forever
soo lab it..
Saturday, November 14, 2009 ' 3:40 AM
oyea!!~~~
MIDTERMs WEEK is OVER BABY!!
it's time to parrrrrrrrrrrrrtttyyyy!!
woot woot!
although i'm still worrying for my ALGEB grade but above all that confident nmn aq sa grades ko..:) i loooooooooove it! xD
sa mga bumati saken ng advance, happy, and belated thaaaaaaanks soo much..!
cne-91: sorry di ko pa kau nalilibre, i have no money.. napepeng.. ^^,
barkada: aww.. i miss you guys!! :*
anyways,
thanks to allyson, elapot and aj for the gifts..^^ uwaa, good thing no one bothered reading allyson's letter. hahaha.. allyson thanks sa kookie korner.. elapot thanks sa bunny!^^, .. alien thanks sa aso..^^,
i may not be that super over mega happy but i'm still contented. i'm contented with what life brings. i love my family, my friends.
to my special friend:
"i'll never leave you, always remember that. i'd still protect and love you without you ever knowing it. my love for you is true and i'll bear all the pain just to see you smile. i maybe selfish for myself, not knowing how or what will make me happy, but i'd be more selfish if i can never see the smile that brightens up my day.."
weee.. bongga..:))
moving on.. i feel soo sorry for my husband, JUNG YUNHO the rating if HTTG ain't that good. aigoo~~ don't worry i still love you dear hubby!! mwah mwah mwah! :)
ARRON YAN YA LUN
i miss u!!!!
so much love,,
vhanzzzzz. ^^
"i never thought you'd remember.. ^^, "
thanks past! ^^,
Sunday, October 25, 2009 ' 6:32 AM
i took the risk and fell on my knees..
now tell me, who's fault is it?
guess, i was right. my intuition was right. my radar was right.
everything that i thought of was right.
i shouldn't have waste my time and told u that i love you.
and now i'm hurting pretty bad.
the only good thing i know is that i'm still in love with the past. never ever regret the past.
im pretty glad it happened. the hurt and sorrows never really mattered.
FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES. and my love for u never died. :)
always and forever will ♥
Saturday, October 17, 2009 ' 11:56 PM
wanna die right this very moment,
too many problems, i don't know what to do anymore..
love.life.studies.
and is it me, or am i really seeing this phrase below a lot this days..
"I love you and I will tell you everyday, Everyday until you forget the things that hurt. I hate the things that make you hurt And how I wish I could take them away. If only it could be done, I'll do it for sure. "
yea~ i guess this was dedicated to me by my boy bestfriend. aww.. :) if only he wasn't such a playboy. i guess im still to afraid to love again, knowing that i'll get hurt. i guess i was too traumatized with the past. one-sided love hurts. and now, i've learned to love the present but has never really let go of the past. i still love you. i told you, always and forever will be.
i sometimes think, "life is sooo unfair". i do things for others but only a few things for myself. why can't i have the things i want. i at least want to reward myself of something.
we have the right love but at the wrong time. :(
or is it me, the only me who knows how to love truely.. :(
Sunday, September 20, 2009 ' 6:47 AM
arrrrghh.. still confused. :(
sooo sadddd... :(
edit:
I LOVE HTTG..wweeee... DONE watching till ep3 .. 17 more episodes to go.. i must continue watching yunho oppa.. damn, how i wanna marry yunho oppa.,. but haha i might be accused of BIGAMY or worst POLYGAMY.. soo many handsome guys in the E CIRCLE.. TVXQ/FRH.. see.. i already have arron.. hahahaha.. right my dear husb. :) hahahahhaha.. HUSB? err.. wrong term.. HUSBAND is better.. HUSB err.. arggh. bad term,, badddd term.. :))
so yea, im 30% happy the rest is supper sad..and mad.. :))
Mad? because i really don't like it when someone judges another person. especially if that person is close to me.. so yeah, i was really fuming mad a while ago.. but now im okay..
haiii buhaiii parang life''sssss''sss'''sss.. :
